If you love me, then you will not fight for me. You will not beg me to return. You will not be even stronger forcing me to leave you, because this is the most difficult thing that I had to do.
I'm not trying to hurt you. I'm not trying to humiliate you. I'm leaving for myself. Because I deserve the best. Because I gave you a million chances, and you ruined every one of them.
If you love me, you will not blame me for leaving after all that you have done. Try to look at the situation from my point of view. Think about what I experienced, what I have forgiven you for many years. I was condescending. I was kind.
But I cannot continue to sacrifice my happiness in order to make you happy. I cannot invest my energy in this relationship because it drains me.
You are toxic. You hurt me with words. You lied to my face. You manipulated me, forcing you to believe that your mistakes are my fault.
I allowed you to use my kindness for so long - but I will not do it anymore. I'll finally stand up for myself. I finally choose myself.
If you love me, you will not tell your friends who I am a bitch for leaving you. You will not spread false rumors to put yourself in the best light. You will not make me bad because you are afraid to take responsibility for your actions.
I feel so bad for leaving you, although there is no reason for that. I should not be sorry. I should not feel guilty. It is unfair that you treated me so badly for so long, and you are not even ashamed. But when I hurt your feelings, I reproach myself.
If you love me, then you will understand why I must leave. You can't stop me. You will not convince me that no one else will love me the way you do. You do not make me feel guilty for what I do better for yourself.
If you love me, you will ease this burden for me. You will say goodbye as an adult. You will be held with dignity, not trying to revenge me or return.
If you love me, you will watch me leave silently. You give me freedom. You will give me the opportunity to explore this world without you.
If you love me, you will let me go, because deep down you know that I deserve more than what you made me go through.